It's disheartening that, I think this past week has been one where I've felt so alive, like I haven't felt for ages, yet I've also been feeling...off. Dead, somehow. This current state I'm in is such a departure from the content person I was in just the previous post; it's disturbing how things change in a heartbeat.
I met quite a few interesting characters, made friends with them, confided in them. Felt happy that I've allowed people to share this bubble I'm in for a change. But I've also lost the trust of some too; I can tell that certain individuals who used to be really special to me, who used to find me special as well, are no longer the people I once knew.
I met quite a few interesting characters, made friends with them, confided in them. Felt happy that I've allowed people to share this bubble I'm in for a change. But I've also lost the trust of some too; I can tell that certain individuals who used to be really special to me, who used to find me special as well, are no longer the people I once knew.
Or maybe I'm no more the person they once adored.
One such person told me I changed. Yet I was always of the opinion that he was the one who changed. Funny, much.The relief I always seek from writing has been eluding me. It still is. It's not so much as I've lost all spirit for it, but maybe that very spirit needs to go into solitary and do a bit of healing for the time being.
..I need a break..
Some people
ReplyDeleteCare about you, some people
Don’t care,
Make fun of you and walk away,
Some people,
Run past, some people
Hand you presents,
Give you a pat on the back,
Some people
You love, some people
You don’t know
improve urself and make some people proud