Second day of the fever, flu. And bronchitis
In the morning, after almost 20 hours of sleep, I coughed up brown phlegm. That's red blood cells, pus and accumulated mucus. My throat or my lungs must be inflamed.
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Hopefully, the fever will break. Soon. But, going through this highlights the reality of things. When things are going down, there's only one person you can count on - yourself.
Fuck everyone else. They always want something from you. Use you or manipulate you. Fuck all of them.
They're stupid. And there's nothing I can do for them. They won't listen to me, fucking assholes. So they will die in their stupidity.
As for me, I just need to let go. I got my own life, and my own sickness to tend to.
I need to boost up my immune system. First, food. Then, medication. And sunlight. The skin produces natural vitamins when exposed to sunlight.
Rhinoviruses gets washed down with more water I drink, and dies in ultra-violet light.
Vitamin C gets rid of 60% of flu symptoms. Zinc helps in the absorption of Vitamin C. And I would need lots and lots of warm water. And painkillers. Medication that knocks me out prevents me from smoking. Gives a chance to the lungs to repair itself.
I would need three boxes of tissues. Need to get as much mucus out as I can.