My final exams are over. And i do mean final FINAL exams. The last exams of my sea politics.
Umm, I was thinking it would be really awesome but to tell you the truth, it is painfully anti-climatic. I came home, finished the entire season of Avatar. And now i'm here. Wondering what was it I was so excited about.
I guess I thought I'd get a lot of things lined up. Shopping, holiday, dates and the like.
But its not really like that.
I'm spending a lot on my class trip already so I am tight on money.
Without money, there's not much to do but stay home.
I wanted to buy a short pant (because its convenient. Can wear it as undergarments and it dries quick) but so far the ones that I like cost nearly 200 bucks. So I guess I won't...
Its kind of lonely.
Unfamiliarity induces insecurity. Breeding silence and awkwardness. Creating impressions of coldness and arrogance. When really its not like that. I'm just not good with people I don't know so well.
I wonder if I'll be okay on the class trip.
I wonder if this holiday will turn out okay.
I got really pissed at the UUM security guards today. They seriously ruined my mood before i went for the exam. Stupid idiots. More like dumbass administration I suppose. Really stupid. But i'll tell you that on another day.
So yeah, not a really happy day for me.