ohh, why can't i get this over with?!!
i laughed it off during lunch...
and everytime, with different people, i will get different perspectives...
yet, stubborn me never listens..
i ended up following - whatever makes me happy~~~lalalalalala...
obviously, my brain and my heart are not aligned...need to have a reality check every now and then...
i keep changing my mind...but, i act nonchalantly...
i am complex...Allah understands me...and He, the Only One who knows...
ifs are of no concern...since He wills everything..
i still believe...that's what matters...
my problem should not be a problem...i created them to pass time...huuuuu...
that's how i gotten myself into unnecessary misery...
i like a saying from a friend:
kalu ikutkan, semua orang ade problem...tapi, janganlah menyusahkan orang...
luckily, i think most of my problems only trouble me...dear friends will keep on listening - thank you :) but, at the end of the day, i need to rescue myself...this is my beautiful life...
i listens well too...and so, i realized how ungrateful and selfish i am all this while...i fail to see the great many things i possess...
it is true then - Allah is the Most Fair...
nobody's perfect - in certain aspects, you might be OK...accordingly, there will be lackings in other aspects too...
living life is indeed a test...He'll examine in the Hereafter...subhanallah...
lately, i keep on reminding myself of death - this will ensure we behave humbly...insyaAllah...
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